I find myself in interesting situations as far as my love life is concerned. At one point I tried to eliminate my love life in general. You know how us girls get. The whole “I’m focused on me” faze. But then I realized that’s not making my days go by as fast as a man would. LOL jus kidding. No but I realized that the reason I took myself off the market was because i had been hurt too much in the past and had felt broken. So to restore myself i needed to be by myself. May sound dramatic but a nigga will do that shit to you. So once i got my shit together, I made myself approachable to guys again. So proud I didn’t fall into the (A nigga did me dirty so im going gay ) category. Now this is where things got sticky.
Aftermath…
The problem is how do you, or how can you show somebody your ready to let them have you after you’ve been hurt. What guy truly wants to pick up the pieces to a girl and try to put them back together. Not like I’m intentionally trying to make anybody pay for the last guys mistake but its hard enough to let a guy come in after you been hurt. I mean I’m over it, seriously. But you know in the back of your mind you thinking damn is he going to hurt me like the last guy? So that’s where I’m at and that’s where I’m stuck. But ill figure it out. I always do. Thanks for listening.
