Sorry We haven't really been posting like we use to.
Things have just been hectic lately but i lie to you not,
ill get back on my job asap. Promise.
Anti-Relationship|Pro-Independence!!!
I've always considered myself to be a "Relationship Person",
you know, the full commitment type. Why? Just becasue i was
always good at it. I can be great girlfriend. I can be faithful and
I believe I can be supportive, honest, sweet, fun and down to
earth. But this isn't about my personality. Like I was saying just
a person who likes to be claimed and claim some one else. And
considering that 4 out of the 5 REAL boyfriends I had cheated
on me, I don't see why I liked boyfriends so much. And yeah I
went through the whole "focus on me" stage too. But I always
just liked having a dude. Knew I could be happy w/out one,
just felt better with one.
But recently I realized I'm not meant to be in them! Or at least
not right now. Not becasue I couldn't love somebody good right
now, but because i don't want to. I am aware that's selfish of me
but selfishness is the #1 reason why most relationships don't
work out. I could go on that for days but let me stay on
topic. Now I'm not saying if Mr. Right came strolling through
my door, i would ignore him. But at the same time i'd be in no
rush to say he's the one. And Also I know the kind of guy
i want. And most guys right now aren't ready to be in nothing
serious. Still have too much party in them. So I won't force that.
Then my whole "when its suppose to happen it will" attitude
kicks in and i chill. No distractions necessary. Now is my time
to be picky and do whatever I want until my future boo comes
along and makes me change my mind. So just know i'm
anti Relatonships. Pro Indpendence.
