The wonderful joy of a baby..
I for one LOOOOOVVVVEEEEE babies!!! OTHER peoples
babies that is. The wittle arms,hands,feet,noseys and fingers,
I mean they're just adorable. But to balance out the
adorableness comes the helplessness of a child.
So the drooling,poop,throw-up, and all that crying comes
too. Yet thats not even the thing that scares me about babies.
Its how you get to them. Now I have twin nephews who I helped
raise. So I've been through all the baby stuff. I liked them better
as babies then 2,3,4 and 5 Matter of fact my favorite age for a kid
is 7. But again let me stress the thing about babies I don't
like is actually being pregnant and birthing one.
I'm terrified of pregnancy. The morning sickness.
the hot flashes,the stretched out vagina, the sore breast, the
random leaking. OMG it just doesn't even seem natural
and it happens to be one of the most natural parts of life.
I still debate if its for me. I want kids. I would love to spred
my wonderful jeans and create this amazing person who is
a form of me. That to me is incredible. But all the pain
to get there is so discouraging. Pushing this thing out of
my vagina 0_0 Maybe is seems so weird to me right now
because I have a normal sized vagina. So in my mind
giving birth would be like squeezing a ornage out of a
gatorade bottle. I just..I just don't know. And its weird
I feel this way because I love watching people give birth,
I think its fascinating. But I just don't know about me
being the one to push that outta me. LOL idk maybe ill
change my mind.
