Ive never dated anybody name Antoine actually.
But it'll work. My adventures with Antoine started in High School.
10th grade actually. He had this lil reputation for being..hmm
what's the word..ahhh controlling. Now Antoine was gorgeous!
Beautiful! Sexy ass dreads, he dressed nice, always smelled good.
I was completely in awe over this boy. I would play it off though.
Honestly I never even thought we'd ever even be friends yet alone
him forming an interest in me! I think are first conversation came from
me mugging him or something. Because I don't remember having class
with him but we knew each other. My 10th grade year i was sprung over
two boys. From October-February till April-August so i never put
too much of my attention into him. But I always had this crush.
I couldn't believe he approached me. I always felt like I was cute..
nice body, but its plenty cuter with better bodies. So i automatically
figured he wanted sex. That very well coulda been true but eventually
i had this boy sprung.
He got my number one way or another. But it didn't come easy.
Though i was infatuated with him I was still gonna play this lil
hard to get routine. If he saw something special enough in me too
want it that bad..i was gonna make him work for it. Plus I had
a boyfriend so i was obligated to make it hard. The whole thing
gave me such an ego boost though. Maybe a needed one.
I'd watch girls bend over backwards for this boy. Doing whatever
they could to get him to speak to them or talk to him. Maybe
i woulda been the same way but i was too shy to even fight for
his attention. Lucky me i didn't even have to. I could be sitting
at a table alone, ipod on writing..and he'd come to me. Despite
the beautiful girls throwing themselves at him he wanted me.
Lil ole Kayla. And this boy still wants me to this day, as fine as he
is. The outer me says..give that boy your time. But i cant.
We text sometimes, the whole "hey, wassup,what you doing,
hows life" texts. And my friends say I'm crazy for never giving
him the opportunity. Shit I am crazy for that. And ill always
have this lil desire for him, But my situation now is
so great I barely even think of him. And when i do its more of
a, "it would been funny if", kind of thing..instead of a "I should have".
Plus I'm sold on my new boo.
I guess my adventures with Antoine have yet to even happen.
But I feel like he's been around so long this whole game we've
played has been an adventure of its own. To this day "all he
wants is a lil time", i feel like I can't give it to him now though.
It wouldn't feel right. Its like the basis of our whole relationship
is the chase. Like Tom and Jerry, if Tom was too really catch Jerry,
there would be no show right?
MIAMI!!!
I just got back from my trip to Miami. Which had its ups and downs.
More ups. Several mall trips, several beach trips,movie trips, Mini golf,
outlets,dinning,go karting, speeding tickets, loosing my camera,playing
in south beach water full clothed, getting lost in Miami gardens and
alll over south Miami..and avoiding a crazy Cuban lady.
My week stay sleeping on air matresses and eating
crazy unhealthy was fun! I plan on going again next summer. My
cuzin Candice is amazing and i love her for inviting me down. And
the best thing is I didnt pay for anything. Thanks big sis for the free
airline tickets. Theres sooo much to do there. Everything is close..
you should never be bored there. Ahhhhhh i miss Miami already.
SOUTH BEACH, MIAMI
STILL SOUTH BEACH (i take dope pics)
