..Seriously
I'm a phone person. Many people aren't but I can honestly
say I am. I like conversation, I'm a talker!
But there comes a certain time when we no longer can talk
on the phone. Maybe I'm the only one who feels this way
but after time, once things change..I can't just talk to you on
the phone like its all chill.
For Instance, I use to mess with this guy. We talked for about
2 months before i became his girlfriend. Now ill save what
happened in our relationship for another time. Eventually we
broke up. He initiated it..I was crushed for a while. I would have
given anything for him to call me when we first broke up.
I wouldn't admit that to my friends and stuff but I was hurt.
I wanted to be mad hurt. You know like "fuck him for playing
me". But I was torn apart. His is reasoning for our break up
was fucked up and I had given him so much of myself that i
couldn't believe he was actually leaving my ass. WTF! And
I felt like I loved him. So like I said I wanted that call.
One day he did. It had to be about 3 to 4 weeks after
he broke up with me. He called "Hey Kayla,"
Now Our phone conversations were weird. Mannn
most of our conversations were weird. Shit just didn't flow as
fluidly as it should have. That's probably why now if we don't have
any chemistry ill leave you on the spot. That's the first thing I
look for. Its kinda crazy him and I didn't have it, considering i
usually click with just about everyone quickly. I digress, so he called.
"Hey Kayla".. ME:"..Hey" HIM: "How are you" ME:"I'm good, you?"
HIM:"Good.." ME:"That's good" *10 sec silence* ME:"So..Wassup"
HIM:"Nothing, well actually i need a favor", Of course all he wanted
was a favor. He was just a user and I fell for it everything. He asked
for money to fix his car..I gave em half what he asked for like a dumb
ass. We played this lil game for a while. I wasn't driving then, so he'd
give me rides and I'd give him money. SMFH, dumbass dumbass
dumbass me. When my senses came back to me (about a month later)
I stop giving him shit. And this is when the calling started.
I told him in a 5 page text, basically saying "Don't ask me for nomore
money nigga". He got the hint about the money. Then began the
calls for the sex. Hell noooo. NO NO NO NO NO. Like he's
not fucking the bitch he with now. Fuck no. Once you break my
heart I allow no further usage of any ASSets I possess. These calls
didn't stop though. I'm talking calls in the morning..in the afternoon
and at night. 3am calls. This nigga would call me on other peoples
phones. It has gotten so outta hand. I've completely cut him
off in every way and I even told him Yung stop fucking calling me,
and if you know me..that aint my character. Whatever. He
still aint take the hint. So this is for you! YOU KNOW WHO
YOU ARE. For real just stop it. You making youself look bad.
Stop calling me...seriously.
