RAMBLING...but whats new..
I've noticed a lot of my writting on here isn't really positive.
I'm a pretty happy person. though life tries to rob me of the characteristic daily.
But I probably seem like I'm not happy in life on here huh? lol
I'm Happy though I promise!!!  
Its Currently 2:50am, I happen to be sick as a dog. And I can't sleep. Figured
I'd do some blogging. 
Have you ever been laying with your hunny and forget where you are?
Just being in that moment is more important than any other thing going on
around you? Sounds corny as hell. You know the ol' the world could stop
and nothing matters because I'm in your arms feeling? Cliche' right? 
Well I always thought it was but I'm a believer now. 
Its seriously been a year since I had a boyfriend and well I wrote about
his mooching ass in my last post. I do the single thing so well but I'm a 
even better girlfriend I believe. I'm such a private person..I wanted to 
preserve the relationship even before it was an official relationship by
keeping it between us and the people that matter the most. But that 
never works. Plus my friends noticed a change in me I had to fess up.

I don't think I've ever had a relationship this comfortable and healthy in 
my life. Omgggg I'm being so mushy. I apologize this isn't me. But I can't
help it. Lol okay let me change the subject. 
Seriously I've been questioning the intentions of a lot of my male friends..
Its like when I tell em..even guys I've been friends with for awhile, when
they hear I have a boyfriend they get aggressive as hell.  I hear the lines
"What your boyfriend got to do with me".."He don't have to know"..
"I'm not tryna be your boyfriend so this works out great" ..lines too often.
Do yall niggas realize how dumb you sound? Seriously. You sound dumb
as shit. Logically now..why would I cheat on my boyfriend..for a nigga who
don't even want me forreal..you just want me to boost your ego and bust 
a nut. I'm not even the type down for that shit. Also I would never 
get myself involved in a relationship if Ima just fuck up. What a waste
of time and attention. I'm to smart for these dumbass niggas mann.
So don't try and take a girl from her man.. or at least dont try to take
me from mine. Ill carry you and that's no fun for neither one of us. *Shrugs*