A lot of time people look at my age and assume that I must
be immature. I don't go to extremes trying to prove people
wrong. I know my struggle and I've been through more
bullshit in 14 years then most go though in 20. That's sad.
I wish I didn't have a lot of the things that happened to me
happen. But that's why I am who I am. But then again
everybody goes through their shit. That's why I try not to
judge people and give everyone the benefit because I don't
know what they've gone through.
My brother asked me "why do bad things happen to good
people". The saddest question that doesn't really have a
pleasing answer. My mommy always said to me "The bad is a
prelude the good. an God never gives you more then you can
handle. A lot of times God is testing you. Are you worthy
of the blessings he's about to bestow upon you? If you give
up when things get hard what does that say about your character?
Why do you deserve any blessings if when things are bad you can't
even deal. God will spoil you when he's sees your worthy. Its like
a job..you have to work hard for that pay. And it sucks when you
working hard, but if you doing it with a smile your face and a
God spirit..watch how fat that paycheck will be". That's my
logic, that's how I view it because that's how its been in my life.
I lost my mommy, and that destroyed me. I was at the lowest point
I've ever been. I never thought things would get better. I never
thought I'd even smile again. But I dealt with it as positively as
possible and look how God has blessed me now ^_^
I can't answer why bad things happen to good people.
But that's how I handle my "bad things".
